Thursday, September 11, 2008

Why?

Why do people always manage to let you down? why can't they just stick to their word?...i mean its not that hard especially if you mean alot to them and they claim they dont want to upset you.
however people do it and i cant understand why...im looking for that answer...
those who have let me down have done a lot of damage because when someone promises me something i hold on to it tight and i remember for some reason what the outcome of it was. let down or excitement. so on my side i feel hurt with something as simple as...ok we're gonna go to the mall today and it never happens... i take it so personally...and so now i have been finding myself doubting people when they say things...even to people who have never let me down before...and i dont like feeling like that....i wanna be able to meet someone and believe in everything they say or do unless they give me a reason not to....but im the opposite...its hard to trust first... :(

2 comments:

x38 doRK said...

same here girl, i have a lot of issues when it comes to trusting someone

oth, cried the entire time, and nanny carrie needs to die. its not even thrilling to watch, at least dan was fun to watch when he was an ass

itSAMazing said...

ugh i feel ya, hope there wasnt a certain boy involved!