Saturday, October 25, 2008
Monday, October 6, 2008
All worth the pain***
I am beaten and bruised
Scratched and bleeding.
One on one
Intensity in the eyes.
Shoulder to gut
Shoe to face.
Standing over you a body
You're waiting for a release.
Coming from one side and then the other
You fall and the next one continues on.
You grab it and go
You hear screaming and shouting...go, run!
You feel the aching and shortness of breath
Your right lung tightens and shoot an unbearable pain up your neck.
It looks so far you dont think you can make it
Your body is shutting down but you've come too far.
Your keep going, you can't give up now
The chase is still on inches behind you.
The field is open and you're running top speed
You pass that tri zone and place the ball.
Everything feels better at the sound of the whistle.....
Scratched and bleeding.
One on one
Intensity in the eyes.
Shoulder to gut
Shoe to face.
Standing over you a body
You're waiting for a release.
Coming from one side and then the other
You fall and the next one continues on.
You grab it and go
You hear screaming and shouting...go, run!
You feel the aching and shortness of breath
Your right lung tightens and shoot an unbearable pain up your neck.
It looks so far you dont think you can make it
Your body is shutting down but you've come too far.
Your keep going, you can't give up now
The chase is still on inches behind you.
The field is open and you're running top speed
You pass that tri zone and place the ball.
Everything feels better at the sound of the whistle.....
cheesy but true <3
People may say that we are like Bonnie and Clyde
...but i beg to differ
I've been stuck in this rut of misery and regret
but since then you've come along...how can i forget?
You swept me off my feet and said "no task is to big or small"
you said you would do anything...anything at all.
You've shown me your side of caring, love and severity
and it has helped me along the way with some insight and clearity.
I know that what we have now is real and that we are in it no matter what life throws our way
but for now lets forget about the future and just live it up with what we have today.
Because "the future" is long term and for people like me it's terrifying to think of
and life right now is scary enough to live in fear of tomorrow. <3<3<3
...but i beg to differ
I've been stuck in this rut of misery and regret
but since then you've come along...how can i forget?
You swept me off my feet and said "no task is to big or small"
you said you would do anything...anything at all.
You've shown me your side of caring, love and severity
and it has helped me along the way with some insight and clearity.
I know that what we have now is real and that we are in it no matter what life throws our way
but for now lets forget about the future and just live it up with what we have today.
Because "the future" is long term and for people like me it's terrifying to think of
and life right now is scary enough to live in fear of tomorrow. <3<3<3
Observing the obvious
I walk along the towering buildings.
My heavy legs dragging behind me.
The torturous leaking clouds dampen my cold feet.
Until i reach shelter, a place known for its famous works.
Built of such structure, shelves filled and lining every wall.
The bronze ceiling tell stories to those who will listen.
Its design given tedious thought.
My heavy legs dragging behind me.
The torturous leaking clouds dampen my cold feet.
Until i reach shelter, a place known for its famous works.
Built of such structure, shelves filled and lining every wall.
The bronze ceiling tell stories to those who will listen.
Its design given tedious thought.
y oh y cant things just be left alone??
well today i just found out that my ex-boyfriend has gotten in touch with my aunt...a week ago today...
Apparently he said to her that even though me and him are not going out any more he still wants to keep in touch with the family and see everyone...
he has no resect for what i want!! how dare he call her up and say that he wants to still be involved with my family minus me!! omg he is such an asshole...i am so mad, beyond belief...he has no consideration for how i might feel. he's just going to go ahead and do what ever he wants with whatever motives he has regradless of how anyone else feels....UGHHH!
you see....i was the one that broke up with him and so if he thinks that this is going to help him get over me in any way....he's got something else coming to him....all he's doing is hurting himself even more...involving himself with my family and seeing them and keeping in touch with them is the last thing that is going to help him to get over me and the fact that we are no longer together...
i know that when i broke up with him it hurt him badly...and so i dont know what this little plan of his is.... is it that he wants to stick around to try to make me feel bad and try to make me see what im missing without him? or is it that he's trying to cause disharmony between me and my family and have them make me feel bad for breaking up with him because he's supposedly such a "good kid"?
i dont know.....i dont know what to think about this whole thing....all i know is that im furious because of how selfish he's being....and how all he's doing is making things a whole hell of alot clearer as to why i don't want to be with someone like him and why i broke up with him in the first place.....
Apparently he said to her that even though me and him are not going out any more he still wants to keep in touch with the family and see everyone...
he has no resect for what i want!! how dare he call her up and say that he wants to still be involved with my family minus me!! omg he is such an asshole...i am so mad, beyond belief...he has no consideration for how i might feel. he's just going to go ahead and do what ever he wants with whatever motives he has regradless of how anyone else feels....UGHHH!
you see....i was the one that broke up with him and so if he thinks that this is going to help him get over me in any way....he's got something else coming to him....all he's doing is hurting himself even more...involving himself with my family and seeing them and keeping in touch with them is the last thing that is going to help him to get over me and the fact that we are no longer together...
i know that when i broke up with him it hurt him badly...and so i dont know what this little plan of his is.... is it that he wants to stick around to try to make me feel bad and try to make me see what im missing without him? or is it that he's trying to cause disharmony between me and my family and have them make me feel bad for breaking up with him because he's supposedly such a "good kid"?
i dont know.....i dont know what to think about this whole thing....all i know is that im furious because of how selfish he's being....and how all he's doing is making things a whole hell of alot clearer as to why i don't want to be with someone like him and why i broke up with him in the first place.....
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